My Thoughts…

wahahaha…the moment i step foot into lucky plaza in singapore i was declare broke went to singapore for 2 days and a night and i brought only S$130. that is RM300. i used it all up and i still owe people money. that doesnt include my logging and bus ticket yet. the S$130 is for my expenses when im there.
when arrived, we ate lunch. after lunch, my other two frenz, guoy and kah wai went to work while me and elaine went to lucky plaze. she has to get stuff for her sister there. i pass by a toy shop and i cant help noticing a particular toy. after asking the price, it is a must item to get so i bought it. it cost me S$70. half my allowance gone on that day itself.
the next hour and the next day i was very careful on my money. conclusion what i bought was a t-shirt from baleno for S$14 and kenny g duet album for S$12.90. others are on food and taxi fare. unfortunately i regret the kenny g album. it isnt that nice for his playing isnt that nice. dont know why but at least i have a fun time there.
the highlight of the trip was, guoy’s father’s fren, uncle lim treat us beer. kah wai and william look cool after that. one was red and the other is white. unbelievable rite. after that when we went back to hotel, one of them actually vomitted at the hotel lift. he hold back looking for toilet but cant find. went back up to room but cant wait so once inside the lift he puke.(there were 4 others there who got scare and left the lift at the very first stop). he vomitted all the way from ground floor to 25 floor which was the floor we stay. how amazing hahaha…that was the highlight really the other highlight was on the bus on the way back. kah wai ate chocolate bar with chilli sauce. i laugh till cant stop. he use the bar to spread chilli on his sandwich. after that he like it and eat the chocolate. first time i see this stunt how i wish there is another time i can do this again. saving now so that i can go there again. hopefully christmas for it is beautiful during that season

I went to Singapore for 2 days and a night and I have the scariest moment of my life on the day I arrive itself. After a long day of walking at Orchard Road, me and a friend was pick up by another two friends for dinner. We took a taxi to Gelyang for dinner. On the way there we were chatting since two of them were working and we were catching up on each other day. It was jam in front and the taxi was going quite fast. Out of the sudden the taxi jam his brakes. He nearly hit the car in front if he didn’t steer to the side. It was so close. If it was to hit the car in front, I think me and my friends would suffer light injuries and we would be stuck in Singapore and have to pay out medical bill in Singapore dollar. Lucky nothing happen. We were all shocked. The taxi driver at least knows how to apologise. That is scary enough for a day.

Haha…this year ball was fantastic I think. One thing was, I didn’t get lost unlike the other 90% of the people. How come? I came from Malacca that is why. Why I come from Malacca? I have to pic a friend Michelle Lai there and do my make up there for she knows people there who do a fantastic job On that day it was raining heavily and I thought I won’t get there in time but I got there an hour early. Then went to prepare for the ball with friends. This is the first time I’m preparing with friends. I was with Elaine, Michelle and Su Ann. We had a fantastic time preparing ourselves. Hehe…
When we got down, not many people have arrive so we snap pictures first Wei Sern got lost thanks to the leader Mr. Dominic Yeoh Keat Hong. He was leading Wei Sern to the place. Hahaha…How did he pass his Geography since his map reading is so bad But the main person it the person who draw the map. I wonder who? Ahhh….Mr Daniel Tan. Haih….dannyboy how you mess the map up. Hehe…
Overall, the ball was fun hanging out with friends but the food sucks big time. Hahaha…the line up of that night event was bad and boring. The only thing that make it interesting is thelucky draw prizes where Mr Ferdinand Suyon got the 21″ color TV. How unfair.
The event followed which is room visiting was what everyone was looking forward to. Unfortunately I had a headache and didn’t really join in Haih…That is the highlight of the ball. The fun excitement part you have to refer to maybe my friend Michelle to tell you or you can ask Elaine

My mum wouldn’t let me nor my sister have a dog for it is troublesome. But a dog came to my house one day. A puppy came into my house one day and my mum thought it was a cat since it was so small. When she chase it, it bark and ran to the back of the compound. Since my compound is huge, it is hard to chase it out. So my dad decided to keep the dog.
The neighbours are good for they help my mum out on what to be done on the dog. Luckily one of my neighbours is a vet so he did the vaccine for the dog. Hahaha…if not i think my mum would have a headache to take the dog out. It is just a little puppy who is so playful.
I played with it when I went back over the weekend. So cute and fun to play with. But it doesn’t have a name yet and I don’t know what to name it. Since it is a female dog, I have no idea what to name it. Should I be bad and name it after a girl who hates my gut? Then she would be curse. If anything happen to the dog it may happen to her. Hahaha…good idea.
Unfortunately, my dad decided to name it. What a pity. He name her Barney after Barney the purple dinosaur. I know it is a guys name but what to do. But I think Barney could be a girls name since Baby Bob is a girl. Imagine Bob for a girl. Hahaha…I think that show mismatch the names with the gender. Wahahaha…anyway, the dog’s nickname is “dog dog” or “99″ in cantonese. That is what my sister call it and it respond to it. Hahaha…
This is how I have a dog now in the house. Hahahaha….

It was like a normal day but how bad can it become. The night before my friend thought he dropped his bluetooth case of his Sony CLIE with his 1GB memory card. He was so miserable but later when he went back the case dropped out of his pants. It seems that the case which he put in his shirt pocket fell out but not on the floor but into his pants. How lucky that was.
As for me the very next day, I got 2 parking fines by two different places. First one was in the morning where I park my car without getting a ticket for it is 5 minutes or less so no point get a ticket. When I went to run my errand and came out, there it was, a parking fine. How unfortunate I was I thought. Parking saman from MPPJ and I don’t know where the hell is MPPJ. Ask friends then went there to settle the fine. The initial saman was RM100 but then they reduce it to RM30 which is a lot still. Was relief to pay off that stupid saman and that place also need to pay parking to pay saman. I was lucky for a friend was driving so he helped me out big time.
Later at night, Adrian, a friend (so call founder of the Sotong group call Unix) was to treat me and another 3 friends Earthquake at Swensens for it is Tuesday and it only cost half price. How happy we were. Then happier when a friend couldn’t make it. Hahahaha….everyone has a bigger share on the giant earthquake. Since it was at SUbang Parade and have to pay RM2 for parking just for a while don’t seem worth it so I did illegal parking outside where so many others did. It was unfortunate for MPSJ was EXTRA hardworking for came to fine at bout 9pm. I did it so many times and never got fine. This is the first time I got fine for that offense. What is worst is, on the day I park there for half hour I got fine while the other time I was in there for more than an hour and never got fine. How unlucky I was.
Still holding the stupid saman from MPSJ. Have to go there to pay One of this day before my Roadtax expired I have to pay if not I can’t renew roadtax of my car. How nice. In a day got fines from this two company. How happy they are to gain profit from an idiot like me.

Im sitting in class. wat class? Unix class where head sotong and taufu sotong is teaching. now taufu sotong teaching how to search in yoyo and head sotong sitting beside me looking and trying very hard to remember if correct or wrong. hahaha…me? im bored ored…wondering what is for dinner and wat else there is after that…haih…i want to watch movie!!!!any kaki ah???

aarrrgghhh….dead broke also….thanks to ball have to safe up. but wat is there to worry. save up means tighten belt and can go slimmer since when the word diet exist in my dictionary!!!

in the morning overslept and got someone to chop me i think im going to be so dead but she is a loving person who would forgive me then make my life miserable i think…

haih…wat a day….can things be better?

Who am I and what do I want? I kept asking myself this the past few days or weeks. I’m not sure if I’m heading the right way at all. All I know is that I’m happy bout certain matters but it seems hard to make it work. Maybe I’m rushing too much but I don’t know why I want to do that. Maybe I don’t want to lose the chance? But if I let things go naturally would I miss that chance? I’m just plain scare of losing that chance.
I finally realise that feeling is not just everything needed in a relationship. It needs more than that. Even with feelings and rush into it, it can be disaster. Now is a time to see if that risk is necessary. To have something more then lose it and not be that close anymore or vice versa. One thing I know is never let the past haunt me for that would cause more problems. And I have to let go a bit also to prevent myself from further hurt if things don’t work out. I think I need sometime to cool off. I just not sure if what I want is the right thing now. There are too many things against it. There are things that would always come in between. So I need the time to think again.
In the end. what happens might hurt me more I don’t know. But I think I can live on with it. One thing is I wasn’t afraid to try and I did try and not hide from it like how I used to do. As long I give myself a chance, I won’t regret what the outcome would be like. Good or bad I leave it in God’s hands. I know He has made a way for me and He always know what is best for me. He would lead my heart to where I am to follow.
Before this I did regret for not being brave to go for it and thought the chance have left, but since it came back, I’m not letting go of that chance unless I’m ask to do so. I’m not sure what I am doing now but I would let my heart lead me on and show me the way I am to follow. The way to find my happiness. I believe that once I found it I won’t let go and I would make it work and last forever. But there isn’t any promises that I can make to make sure the future would be well and good but I know I would make it the best that I can no matter how the outcome turns out to be. I pray to God that He would lead me on towards my happiness and not to be hurt and sad. I have faith in Him and He would always be by my side holding me firm till I reach the destination where He thinks it is safe for me and watch me move on and protecting me each time He sees danger ahead for me.

It was so unfortunate of me to get a tyre punctured last friday night really i do not know how it actually happen. The car felt like there was something wrong when it happen so stop at the petrol station and found that the back left tyre has a glass stuck at it. air was flowing out of the tyre. imagine if i dont know and go about in a flat tyre haha…
stop at the petrol station and luckily me i have a fren with me to help me change. if not i tell u im so dead then. but we both have a shocked when we saw the spare tyre. it is like half the width of the normal tyre. i told my dad that and he told me that it is normal for that tyre is only to be used to drive the car to mend the tyre then change back. the life span of the tyre is like 5 years and how often we use the spare tyre so they came up with this conept of smaller tyre for emergency used only.
when changing tyre, it was so hard to unscrew the nots. it was so tight i have to use my full body weight to unscrew it by standing and jumping on the tool (sorry forgot wat that tool called). then use full body weight to tighten the nots back luckily all are done but was tired and sweaty after that next morning took to the shop and the tyre can be mend. i was so scare it cant be mend and i have to change a new tyre and i can declare myself broke for the month luckily i dont have to do that what an unforgetable experience. the very first time y tyre puncture and im to change it and for once i forgot how to do it